Broken Heart

     It comes with a heavy heart that I announce that today was terrible, horrific, and miserable. My husband wormed my big dogs yesterday using a type that he "has always used with HIS hunting dogs." It isn't meant for dogs, but rather livestock. Let me repeat that. IT'S NOT FOR DOGS!!!

    The vet said the worm load was either too high or their digestive systems instantly became inflamed from the wormer. I paid dearly for that phone call. She said there is nothing that can be done; to give them anti inflammatory medications, along with rubbing syrup on their gums, and offering constant liquid to keep them hydrated. All three of my dogs are in the same shape. They are lethargic, weak, and thin from diarrhea.  She said we can do everything at home like she would in the office. Each dog would be over $1500 to stay the night under her care with probably the same outcome. They might not make it. 

    My heart hurts and I really mean hurts. My two boys, brothers, are 15 years old and they are the last hounds out of my dad's hunting pack. They were born, raised, and trained here. I'm so angry right now! The sheer outrage that I have is beyond comprehension and I don't know how I will respond. The third dog is my husband's dog. She's been with me for three years. She's the only one not having symptoms as bad as the other two. I've worked all afternoon to keep them comfortable through the night. I don't think they will make it. I will get up here in a bit and go check on them again. 

     I have always used wormer that was specifically for dogs. I don't know if I can get through this.  Honestly, I don't know if I can face my husband when he gets off from work. I'm beyond livid! I might not post for a while. 

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