Life of the Party

     With this drastic change in temperatures comes sickness. The flu has officially hit my household. We all have body-aches, runny noses, heavy congestion. My toddler is pitiful and all I want to do is cuddle up with her and watch TV. Beside me in bed, napping.         There is nothing more pitiful than watching your child struggle through a cold. You just want to make everything better but at the same time you helpless we are struggling to keep her under control. If her fever proceeds to run over 102 for another 45 minutes to an hour, I will be taking her to the ER.   

      The news called for 5-12 inches of snow, and honestly I'm here for it! We winter prepped everything for this cold Arctic blast, but nothing really resulted from our efforts. The temperature did and has dropped below 30, but at the  same time the snow was no call no show.         We were beyond blessed this year with our goat's winter coat coming in so early. We were a little hesitant when the forecast came out, but with some extra bedding and building maintenance everything has been fine. We got around 1/2 inch in snow. I wouldn't even call it snow to be honest.      The weather shift has also brought a new mood swing for my mom. She's loosing her marbles one rampage at a time. I pretty sure she should just go ahead and get checked for early onset dementia. She is driving me bananas. Raising a toddler and managing her constant shifts in mood/ demeanor is tiring. Suggestions? I cannot seem to please her in any way or ...

     I'm unsure what the goal was with writing this book. I was as if the story was written by a schizophrenic narrator who was grasping at straws to keep with a continual plot. I understand it was a collection of diary, entries voice messages, and psychiatric notes, but there had to be a better way to put all those things together to produce a story. Honestly, this book was a waste of time if I had to listen to it again I think I would probably just delete it off my phone. I would write this book a one out of five due to the fact that the story was just so out of touch even with itself.     You could tell that the author really wanted this to be a successful book. And in different circumstances, it possibly could've been one maybe if this was made into a movie and a visual went along with the story it would be a better fit.     

      Can we just go ahead and make this into a movie? Denzil's work could possibly even be turned into a mini series. There was so much mystery in one book that I could not put the book down. I was overly thrilled to be "hooked" and I look forward to reading more materials written by Denzil.      Finding family bonds, hidden pathways, and deep secrets this book has it all. Mrs. Huxley's stiff overbearing character turns out to prove a mother's love. She has to help in order to keep her autistic son in a  group home.  Will money bury the details and the killing continue or will this family finally fall.      I would rate this book a 4.9 out of 5. The beginning of the book was so slow that I almost stopped reading it several times. By chapter four I was completely in the story. The ending was even better! The struggle to find what is hidden and the demanding moment to confront the attackers is everything.  Father and son serial ...

      Childhood memories always hide the truth and we get way too caught up in a murder that was hidden by time. Don't dig up the past and expect not to find out real truths. Parents will face pure hell to protect their children.      A father went to prison to hide the murder his five year old daughter committed as a child. Will we really find out all that has been swept under the rug?      While listening to this book I was somewhat annoyed with the main character's personality. Katherine's character was so oblivious to what her father gave up for her. As a parent I thought the whole time that he was protecting/ hiding something. This was a somewhat predictable tale of horror.      I would love to read this book in the perspective of the father who went to prison. I think that side of the story would be more entertaining. Secrecy keeps so many things hidden from sight. I would rate this book a 3 out of 5 due to the plot. I'm ...

 Just, Wow! The title should have been "Secret Sisters," because Fahey soon finds out she not only has a twin, but a baby sister as well. The jealousy between siblings has always been a hot topic, but unknown siblings lurking in the background was an amazing plot twist! Denzil knows how to keep her audience's attention!      Early onset dementia is something I have a personal fear of and reading a book where the narrator is also grappling with this was actually  therapeutic. Everything shouldn't always be feared and the author left us with a possible second book with the cliff hanger at the end of this one.      My only regret in reading this book was that it ended too soon. I wanted to see Fahey reconnect with her own step son. She will always blame him for the death of her baby, but I wanted to read that she had found some sort of closure with his character.      Overall, I would rate this book a 5 out of 5. I don't usually give a...

      Am I happy that the holidays are approaching?  Absolutely!!! Count me in. To see the excitement of the holiday spirit in the eyes of a child is like reliving your childhood again. I wish my parents would have went all out for me. Christmas was usually a depressing time in our home due to lack of funds. My dad always went into a depressive episode the entire months of November and December. I didn't get to really have that movie magic moment as a child.     I plan to really make the best of it for my own child. I want to experience the magic of Christmas and all of its glory. No, my tree isn't up just yet. The down side of having a grouchy parent live with you is that you cannot do everything exactly like you would want to. She'll complain if decorations go up too early. I have decided to decorate our addition in holiday attire! So, yes before you ask.... I did buy an extra tree that was on clearance. Two trees are better than one!     I...

      So many people have differing opinions on SNAP benefits and who should/ shouldn't receive them. We had to attend a family event over the weekend, and it came up in the discussion multiple times. I'm not supposed to have an opinion and express it publicly, but I will say that people need that to survive.      As a child my family hit a "hard" moment in life where we had to use government assistance until my parents could get back on their feet. It was there to provide us a cushion and to help bridge the gap of poverty. It served its purpose and got us  through. Mom was beyond embarrassed to sign up and immediately ended it when they were both able to find additional employment. I have no idea what would have happened if my mom wouldn't have reached out for help. Local food pantries can only help so much. This is just my POV... Feel free to post yours...

      I have to revise my winter reading list because I already finished my old list.  1. Man Made Monsters by Andrea Rogers 2. The Stranger in Our House by Sarah Denzil  3. The Woman in Coach D by Sarah Denzil 4. We Play Games by Sarah Denzil 5. The Housemaid  by Sarah Denzil 6. Behind a Locked Door  by Sarah Denzil 7. Secret Sister by Sarah Denzil 8. The Girl Who Left by Jenny Blackhurst 9. Killers of the Flower Moon by David Grann 10. Wait for You Collection by Jennifer Armentrout      I know adding books will only add more excitement. Please feel free to read/ listen along. I would love to have a full dialogue with anyone else who loves to read or listen to books. I would also love suggestions  to add to my list as well. 

     The Hiking Trip  was a page turner from beginning to end. I couldn't predict any of the next movements in the plot. Mazi's character had be baffled the entire time. Just when I thought I had everything figured out an additional twist would jump in and change everything. Loving the way the author moved us in two different times periods also kept me fully locked in for the full story.       Blackhurst is true to her craft. A true thriller novelist who keeps you on the edge of your seat. I would love to see this novel move into the format of a movie. I would pay good money to see this in theaters along with any of her additional books.      I would rate this book a 5 out of 5! I will never think about hiking the same. Strangers in passing could potentially be my ending. I have always thought hiking as a relaxing adventure, but never again.      The narrator also deserves an honorable mention. Audible's ability to ge...

      Wow, it's Halloween, a full week, and I teach middle school. You want to know what all these things have in common, ME! All these things equal... one tired teacher and one messy classroom. I'm exhausted and this week has completely took me out.   Maybe it's this cold damp weather, or maybe it's the excitement of Halloween?      The costumes today were on POINT! We had everything from cartoon characters to dooms day death doctors. I was amazed at how many students made their customs this year. The creativity was beyond what was expected. I joined in on the fun and dressed up as a hip witch with a massive oversized had and high heel boots. I didn't fit in, but the kids got a kick out of it.      Candy sugar highs filled our days with enjoyment and laughter. Bring on the weekend!

Let's talk about a great listen! Here it is ladies and gentlemen the moment of pure entertainment we have been antispating. I was completely caught up in the story cover to cover. This was a rather quick listen, but the impact and excitement more than makes up for the short length. The cast of characters also made the overall effect beyond entertaining. I didn't realize until listening to this book that there is a whole world of true crime junkies. This book led me down a brief research rabbit hole and I loved every second of it.      What's next? Personally, I would love to see this become a short film or a full length movie. I'd pay to go watch it without a doubt. So many married women are often sidelined by jobs, other women, and disinterest from their husbands. It was believable that a wife could possibly fall in love with a man who calls her constantly and checks in! 5 out of 5 stars!!! Fantastic book.   

      With all the advancements in technology a massive amount of our curriculum has an online base, which isn't always a blessing. Sometimes it can truly be a hinderance and/or annoyance for the teacher when the wifi fails. Today was one of the those days and I did not have a complete meltdown. Thankfully I became a teacher before the world of one to one computers.      We got out the old textbooks and had a day of retro learning. My overall impression was that the students didn't have the extra distraction of their computers, extra tabs, and plugs to get them off task. Today we accomplished more than what could be expected. I might start having complete technology free days in my room. It was like a breath of fresh air. Here's to kicking it old school and opening a book! PS  One of my students stated she had never used a textbook. Ugh... Man times have changed. 

      Well... I finally finished my college CEU courses and passed! The success on my part was very sought after. I worked really hard to finish and finish strong. I scored a 92, which is by no means perfect, but I FINISHED. I will never underestimate a working mother's ambition to succeed. In the next foreseeable future I will not be taking on additional classes.         I'm content with my 92. To be honest it is more than I deserve to have. I had to redo two assignments to get it that high. I'm thankful for the  opportunity, but I'm thrilled it is finally over. My final paper was 18 pages fully typed, edited, and submitted. The sheer research was overly strenuous! 

      My birthday was yesterday... time moves by so fast. I cannot believe I'm 36. Yesterday was so depressing and lonely. I'm not entitled to being celebrated, but it would have been nice to at least be took out to dinner or some nice gesture. Moms are always in the background.     Year 35 was here and gone in the blink of an eye. I didn't even have time to truly appreciate it any of this past year and it passed by without so much as a wave hello. Year 35 brought many struggles and challenges into my life. My journey into motherhood has not be an easy one. Being in my mid thirties with  a toddler has also been a massive challenge and curveball. I struggle daily with juggling work, home, and motherhood.      I have learned: 1. You cannot control everything. Let things go... 2. People will always come and go out of your life. No one is permanent.  3. Toddlers are going to meltdown. (Learn to deal with it) 4. Do the damn thing! If you trul...

      Young adult novels usually lose my interest, but this one has really shocked me. I loved the way the author interweaves the characters. It was refreshing to not be bombarded with steamy sexual content. Sometimes those senes ruin a book for me.      My favorite character was Throne. His woodsmen elf character was marvelously crafted. His complete moral dilemma of falling in love with a mortal was so  complex and passionate that I was hooked. The fact that he can turn into a bear is awesome too! The main character, however, really irritates me. Her stupidity knows no bounds and she is constantly whining around. I prefer strong female leads, not weak female characters.      Amy London also did an amazing job narrating this series. Her voice for Throne was incredible! I love when a narrator has the vocal strength to do multiple characters. I would rate the narrator a 5 out of 5, as for the book itself... My rating is a 3.9 out of 5 due...

      Some of my fellow friends are already planning ahead for Christmas and I'm also a planner too! One can never have enough lists to follow. In my opinion, the holidays are stressful enough without having to worry about financial strain. Planning ahead may ease the discomfort of paying out money for gifts.      In all honesty, don't buy gifts if you cannot afford them. I'm perfectly happy with your presence. Showing up to family events is more meaningful to me. I have went ahead and bought Taylor two books to satisfy my something to read rule. Books aren't overly priced, so it's always my go to item. I will also be buying her something to wear as well. My mom always spoils her, so I know she will have plenty of toys and junk like that.      I think experiences are important as well. We might ride the train this year once I see what the prices of the tickets are. The Polar Express would be her main gift from me, if we decide to go. Of ...

      Sometimes you just need to disconnect and relax. This weekend, I shut off my phone and wifi router and spent some time just being me. I was able to reconnect to being just a mom and have some quality time with Taylor. The leaves are changing and a joy ride was exactly what I needed.      It rained nearly all day on Sunday, but Saturday was beyond gorgeous. We spent our early morning at a local eatery ran out of an old house. The musky smell was something that seemed off,  but the food was incredible! The homestyle southern breakfast was exactly what I needed after a long week of activities. The strangeness of converting a house into a place of business was something that still perplexes me. They even left the old framed photos on the walls up. I used to clean that house as a teen, and nothing has changed but the random tables everywhere. Nothing matches, including the plates and cups.      After a much needed meal we continued our ...

      What an extraordinary harrowing tale of a serial killer and his daughter. With each chapter came new insight to what our main characters experienced. At one point I had to put the book down. Denzil rocks at writing a story that will keep you guessing to the end. I still wonder if the daughter really did kill those teen girls.      I have fostered, but I don't know if I could take in my captor's child who help entrap me into his barn of death. If you're interested in a "what would I do book" this is for you! Dark twisted lies of deception that leaves you utterly anticipating the next chapter. The "then" and "now" sequencing is also something that I want to rave about. Going between the past and present was also something that really hooked me into reading this book.  Maddie's character alone will keep you on the edge of your set. Will she ever really learn how to express emotion? Can Zoe, the "mom," help guide her into adulth...

    It's not often that I get delayed by a train, but when I do it's awesome! These monstrous moving bricks have always fascinated me to the point of awe. I rolled all the windows down in my car so my toddler could hear its horn as it crossed the road. The loud motor along with the rumbling of his sheer weight against metal is something to really take in.      I usually just forget about the train because in the last thirteen years, I have only been delay by it maybe six times in total. The little thirteen minuet interlude was more than worth my time. When Taylor gets older I will purchase us some tickets to ride. The open railway cars seem to be the best seats in the house. Any  suggestions?      I should have taken better/ clearer images. My windshield is really dirty and my phone camera isn't the best. I hope I instill my love for trains in Taylor, but maybe she will at least enjoy a few rides on one whiles she's still little. 

       Somedays you cannot win for losing. The odds are stacked against you and you just have to muddle your way through it. Today was this way for me. Mom had an appointment in Asheville, NC and we left early; meaning we had a 45 minute window on top of our two hour commute.      That 45 minutes didn't really help with anything. I-40 past Canton was at a standstill and I could have walked faster than our movement. Down to a one lane road is ridiculous. Luckily, I was able to take an exit and drive the backroad, but the damage was already done. Mom arrived around 15 minutes late and had to be "worked in." That means she could only be seen if and when another patient was late or canceled. We only waited around two hours and she was able to be seen.      Her post operative appointment went really well all things considered. I was pleased with the feedback she received and I have high hopes that her main artery will be completely healed at ...

      I had one pleasant surprise today that seemed somewhat outlandish. As I was turning the soil in my raised garden beds, prepping for the colder weather, I noticed little potatoes sprinkled everywhere. This abundance of food made my garden heart happy. I thought I had already dug everything up and stored them for future use.      Supper was amazing! I boiled the baby potatoes until they were done and in turn fried them in a butter salt mixture until golden brown. This is NOT a healthy meal and I only ate a few of them. It was such a satisfying cheat snack.      It's the little things in life that seem to make me the happiest! 

      I wasn't too thrilled with the story line in this book because it's been used and told before. Where is the  originality?      I did however enjoy the characters and their dialogue. The narration were also on point and had a smooth delivery. I'm not sure if I would read/listen to anything thing else written by Scott due to the disappointment that I experienced with this specific title.      Ed's character by the way was overly dreamy and swoon worthy!      I would personally rate this book a 1 out of 5 based upon lack of  inventiveness. This story has been told before and maybe the author needs to branch out and dive deeper. I would not recommend this book. 

      I don't normally have many books that keep me guessing throughout the entire book, but this one takes the cake. I was immediately drawn into the story and literally couldn't put this book down.     The book has it all! This is my first time reading/ listening to anything written by Blackhurst and I'm overly excited to see what else she has written. From the characters to the plot, this is a must read! The last few chapters reveal what happened and my assumptions had been way off. I always love a good mystery book.      I would rate this book a 5 out of 5. I would have liked to learn a little more about the troubled rich family, but may there will be  sequel? 

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      All my does are heavily pregnant and I'm so excited to meet all the new baby goats (kids). My billy, Junior who is usually super chill has decided become a di*k! He is ramming the does and chasing the younger goats. He wouldn't let no one at the feeding stations either!      Junior has even started being rough with me. I always have a toddler in tow, so this just isn't going to work. He weighs around 230lbs, so handling him myself isn't an option when he is being a pain! We hooked two leads to his collar and it took both me and my husband twenty minutes to put him in his solitary pin. He needs away from the other goats before he causes a miscarriage. He usually comes to food, but even that didn't seem to help. Junior is in full rut, which means he smells really bad. He pees directly on his face, so you can just imagine how awesome we smelled after handling him  today (can you hear the  sarcasm?).      Kidding season is upon us...

      Bear season is currently open and with that comes hunters and hounds. I completely respect hunters and their heritage. I too, come from a long line of bear hunters and spent much of my youth as an active hunter. As a livestock owner, I hate bear season with a passion. Their hounds wreak havoc on my goat herd and my various flocks of birds.      This morning, before breakfast, I had to go out and watch over my goats as a pack of hounds moved through. The only way I take action is if they are after my animals. Dogs cannot read posted signs and do not understand property boundaries. If they are trying to harm my farm animals I will shoot them. The bottom line is... my animals come first! It's my responsibility to take care of them and it's your responsibility to teach your dogs what to "hunt" for. Do not come at me with that crap about they were too excited. My dad would shock the crap out of a dog if they were after something that they were NOT supposed...

      Ummmm... What the heck did I get myself into? I thought this would be a nice little activity to do with my toddler, but this run down establishment was a total waste of money. Over $80 bucks for my husband, my two year old and myself to get in. I will not be doing that again. The lady at the window was totally rude too. That should have been my first clue to turn around and run!      The train didn't run the two hours we were there and the Santa shop was closed until 2:00 PM. I know she would have loved to ride the train.  There was only three rides that I deemed safe enough for my child to get on. The small ferris wheel looked like it was at least 40 or more years old. Cover up that rust! Everything was rusted and seemed to be falling apart. Even some of the walk ways needed some TLC.  The water down at the paddle boats smelled awful (and was brown) and I wasn't about to get on one of those dinky paddle boats. With my luck, the boat would h...

      Interesting... this book was actually free on Audible  in the plus  catalog. I was hooked instantly and could not put it down, however the ending seemed so rushed. I actually carried my phone with me while doing farm chores and listened to the book on speaker. There could have been so much more added at the end. I would love to read and/ or listen to a sequel. How are the survivors now?      I loved how the author switched perspectives in each chapter and we got to learn each person's dirty little secrets. Who would actually sign up to live on an island for money? I have no idea, but I would pay to watch said show on the survivor's experiences. This could easily be a real life show and so many people would play into this.      With each plot twist, I was constantly guessing as to who the murderer was. I love a book that keeps be guessing and a good love story mixed in makes it twice and nice. I was glad that Covid 19 inspired ...

      I have some news, well, you might not exactly be excited about it, but I sure am! This is my birthday month and I think birthdays are important and we should celebrate them all! I entering my late thirties, so this birthday is extra special.      This month will bring about a new beginning for myself along with my daily life. I'm dedicating myself to improving my overall health. My A1C is a 6.2 which isn't bad, but I'm going to start to work on my weight. I need to be able to move and keep up with my child. I was out of energy after I took Taylor to the playground the other day and I was totally devastated that I couldn't do everything that I wanted. I need this change!       I will also be getting a tattoo for my child that didn't make it. I think Tessa's death has really played a major role in my mental health. It's been two years and I need some closure and in the past I have done this with "tattoo therapy," which isn't a real t...

      Stuffed mushrooms with a side of baked red bell peppers filled my plate today for lunch. I love to cook and I love to eat it even more.      I didn't have the correct wine to soak the mushrooms in, so it tasted a little off. No one complained and my toddler ate her portion of it along with some left over macaroni from last night. I have enjoyed my lazy day doing chores. The somewhat quiet house has been a complete haven away from the hustle and bustle of daily life.      Any suggestions for supper? I do have deer ribs chilling in the fridge, so any thoughts would be appreciated. 

      Sometimes you just need a break. There is nothing to be ashamed of when it comes to a monotonous life style. Everything is too predictable and tiring. No sleep, but plenty of chores to keep you busy around the clock. Living off of  caffeine and routine! Why am I up this early, you ask? Just because I'm not at work doesn't mean there isn't still a routine to stick to.      I took the remainder of the week off to really take some time to relax. Ha, that's a total joke in itself. There is not relaxation, but there is always plenty to do around here. My list:  1. Clean out the Goose house  2. Jax's cage  3. Clean out the raised garden beds and prep them for the first frost  4. Flip the compost  5. Finish any and all class work  6. Basic day to day chores  7. Take Taylor to a local playground to play  8. Make a Christmas shopping list      Fall break is just a cover up, but I do plan to nap e...

      This was a surprisingly delightful listen. The upbeat cheerleader narrator seemed to fit the overly enthusiastic main character who couldn't see her own flaws. She provides her readers with advice on how to obtain an  emotional unavailable man, but in return we learn that she was just projecting her self image.      The last few chapters is where the whole story comes together. If you enjoy a Hallmark picture perfect story, this is for you! Pumpkins and puns included!      I would rate this book a 4.5 out of 5 stars due to the highly predictable ending. Hallmark needs to hook this girl up! She could totally write their new movie script. 

      I'm loving this Fall like weather at the moment. Cool crisp mornings paired with hot coffee and and good book breaths life back into my soul. I yearn for days like this and hopefully one day I will get to fully appreciate them. Fast paced life isn't meant to last forever and week days seems to drain all the energy out.      This morning I actually had to grab a coat to go check on the animals. I was somewhat cold and my coffee was not hitting the spot. The chickens were stubborn and did not roost last night, so I had to check in on them. I guess they just didn't want to go up? 

      Taylor received this as a gift last Christmas, and I cannot believe they have already come out with a new version. She loves this gift and has a small collection of characters, but with this new updated version I fear that she may be missing out on something incredible.      The price is just too outrageous along with the character, so she might not be getting it. I just cannot see spending additional money when her old one is working great. My child is so rough on things and it has lasted this long with NO issues. I would have to say that this devise is more than worth its price. I will not go out and buy the newest addition though. She uses it everyday. The pink box does have some wear and tear on it along with some massive stains. The battery doesn't last as long (as to be expected).      I would still give this item a raving review, especially for durability! 

      What a great way to have healing in the form of story telling along with displaying the disparity of MMIW to your audience. Medina delivered a breath taking story about loss, healing, and culture.      I was spellbound with this book and couldn't put it down. With twists and turns along the way, the plot kept me guessing. I had predicted that Grace's character would never  return only to be overjoyed that she made it out at the very end.     I bought this book on Audible, but the narration was terrible and completely ruined the first few chapters. I ended up buying the digital copy and reading it on my phone. Audible did this book so dirty in so many ways. Why choose an expressionless narrator to read such a fantastic book?      I would rate this book a 5 out of 5. I hate book spoilers, so I try to avoid that at all cost. I hope this book makes our Keepers of the Flame reading list at school. 

    An afternoon spent with family is priceless. I know the hayride was well worth it seeing my toddlers face. She just couldn't stop smiling and giggling.      I wish we would have had a few more minutes in the pumpkin patch, but I also understand that time is money. I was overly enthusiastic about the whole experience. We have made this into a family tradition and will make the trip on a yearly basis. These  traditions will live on with her even when I'm gone. I want her to have these memories, because I never had that chance. My family didn't have the extra income and moments like this did exist for me.      I splurged and bought the hayride wrist bands. Our tractor driver was super sweet and made Taylor's evening by giving a a pumpkin her "size." He didn't have to do that, but I appreciate it. He was super nice and took us for a joy ride at the end before dropping us off at the truck.            The view...

     I had high hopes for the  Torrent Witches Series  by Tess Lake, but unfortunately, it fell short of expectations in several key areas. While the premise promised an exciting blend of magic, mystery, and intrigue, the execution left much to be desired.      The pacing felt uneven throughout the series, with moments that dragged on unnecessarily and others that rushed through crucial plot points without proper development. The characters, though occasionally interesting, often lacked depth and consistency, making it difficult to fully invest in their journeys or care about their fates.      I have been listening to this book series for well over a month and man...  The author needs to move on! The world-building showed potential but was inconsistently applied—important details about the witches’ lore and the universe’s rules were either glossed over or introduced too late to have meaningful impact. This left the story feelin...

      Mom is home and cleared! Thank goodness she finally leveled so I could bring her on home. Maybe I will stop stressing out some much.     It takes an ambulance around 45 minutes to respond to the house, so let's just hope nothing goes wrong while my husband and I are both at work. She next appointment will tell us if the blockage has been cleared.      There is still so much to do around the house and this added stress is breaking me down! Here's to a fantastic weekend. 

    After a very exhausting day at the hospital yesterday the only good thing I can say is that I listened to an entire book. Howards books gave me then overall impression that she didn't go back and reread her own story. The book's progression and lack of character development was futile. Why would you wait until the last few chapters to finally add in some actual movement in the story's plot?      The narration didn't aid the book's overall story. In fact I was so overwhelmed by the lack of expression that I just wanted the book to end in chapter 6. I usually try to give each book a chance to impress me as a reader and I avoid reading any comments on Audible. I also avoid the ratings. I should have just took a moment and looked at the ratings before downloading the book.      I would rate this book a 1 out of 5 due to lack of interest. I do not feel like this rating is unjust, because I did finish the book and I was never "hooked" or remotely in...

      Angeline Boulley is at it again with another installation to her already impressive series. I just couldn't put this book down. She does in incredible job intertwining each of her characters lives. Words cannot describe what this family has been through with the horrors of foster care.      I was thrilled when the book ended on a high note of peace for Adonis and Lucy. I finally got all my questions answered about Jamie as well. I will not be a book spoiler, so there will be NO details provided there.      I think at the book's core it is a story of resilience of the indigenous people and what they face in the contemporary world that we live in. I love the way she intertwines cultural aspects as well. I hope there is an additional book in the near future!     I would rate this book a 5 out of 5 every time. Honestly, I will be rereading this book again in the near future. I was absolutely blown away. 

      After reading and or listening to a very  robust Fall Reading List, I find that my Winter Reading List needs to include some titles that are out of my normal range for reading. I need to branch out as a reader and experience more. Winter Reading List:      1. Pumpkin Spice and Not So Nice- Becky Monson     2. My perfect Daughter- Sarah Denzil     3. Killers of the Flower Moon- David Grann     4. Sisters of the Lost Nation- by Nick Medina      5. The Summer Girl- Jenny Blackhurst      6. Repeat- Kylie Schtt     7. Unforeseen- Nick Pirog     8. The Lost Colony- Irina Shapiro     9. Run Time- Catherine Ryan Howard      Of course I will edit this list as I see fit. If you wish to read along with me, let me know. I would love to have an email conversation about these books or perhaps a chat? 

      I gave Taylor a baking soda bath and it seems to have helped some. She is still uncomfortable and irritable, but at least she isn't running a fever. I think the worse part has hit her. I just hope it goes away fast.      The ER doctor told me that it could last anywhere from 8 to 21 days. We have to follow up with the pediatrician after seven days if we see no sign of change. I would love to see her be the happy little girl that she normally is. It's heartbreaking to watch her be in pain and there's nothing I can do other than give her Tylenol or ibuprofen.      She's tucked in safely beside me and she might go to sleep in the next few minutes. Rest is always the best medicine. 

      My child was diagnosed with hand, foot, and mouth disease (HFM)  yesterday. This morning she woke up covered in itchy red bumps that look very painful between her toes. They prescribed some creams to help with the itchiness, but overall she is miserable and once again didn't sleep well.      Mondays are always hectic and overly tiring, but today takes the cake. On top of my regular schedule, I have to plan ahead for mom's surgery on Wednesday; which means I had to prep some substitute lesson plans. I hate missing work and it really annoys me. Mom needs me, and I will not leave her high and dry without a driver. I think making sub plans is more strenuous than actually teaching the lesson myself. I know the prep work behind the lesson is overwhelming and prepping for a whole week (just in case) has been very stressful. I hope it is a simple in/out procedure like the doctor described in his office a few weeks ago, but not everything goes to pla...

      We took an adventure this weekend and visited some of the toddler friendly places just outside of Pigeon Forge. My child absolutely loves to sit and look at animals, and getting to feed them is even better.      With Hurricane Helene being nearly a year ago, we felt that today should be a day of celebration. The ironic part was that parts of Tennessee had experienced a flash flood the day before and we could still see the aftermath of the torrential rain. The animal pens all had large collections of water at their lowest points.      A year ago today, we were terrified what all the heavy flooding would bring. We didn't have power for a few days due to downed trees. So many families out toward Bat Cave had it so much worse than us. We only had minimal damage and I'm glad we were one of the lucky families.      I can still remember thinking... when is all this rain going to stop? We had to move our animals to higher gr...

      Well, this is a current hot topic amongst my friends at the moment. Is it okay for teachers to have a group chat where they talk about work related issues? My friend has a daughter who was maliciously slandered in a group chat at neighboring school system. The chat was leaked and now all the kids are making fun of her.      My team has a group chat, but nothing unprofessional is ever posted in it. She asked me if we use one and I told her yes, but nothing is ever really posted in it. We use it for updates like: unlock phone pouches at so and so time, or student ______ needs to ride the bus. I couldn't imagine misusing our group chat for suck nonsense.      My opinion is that it can be used if used correctly!!!

    Have you ever been so into a Podcast that you literally cannot put it  down? This was my experience with this. Nikki endured so much just to reclaim her birth right name. All the secrets and hidden stories come to life in this podcast. This is so worth your time. I conquered it in two commutes and honestly if I didn't have so many chores once I got home, I could have finished this in one day.      I was captivated by how society treats people who are adopted. Nikki's struggle to annul her adoption paperwork as an adult should have been a piece of cake. Her adoptive parents should have been ashamed of what they made her live through. Where is Nikki's justice? I wonder what happened to all the adoptees who has similar stories? I hope she gets to finish out her life knowing who she is and where she's from. That since of identity is beyond important to each of us. In essence it defines who we are and how we see ourselves.       I would rate t...

    It's 3:15 AM and I'm up once again. Where would I be if I had made other choices? I have no clue, but I'm here. How would I been surviving without a purpose? The purpose I have now is what drives me each day,      It's 3:16 AM and I've been up for hours rocking, singing, and soothing my baby to sleep. She will not always need me, but today she does. Where are all the other moms right now going through the same thing? When does this cycle end? On to the next phase. Gently rocking she drifts off to sleep, can I move her without her waking?  NO      It's 3:30AM and I'm still awake holding her tightly against me to scare away all the nightmares that haunt her. Is there rest in sight?  4:00AM ---- She's out.   Uh... I have to be back up at 5. 

    It's a full moon isn't it? I have no idea if it is or isn't, but this week has been tough. My goats have been absolutely crazy along with my sassy geese. Today marks the third day in a row that I've had a rogue goat wonder off without the herd. So yeah, I'm ready for Friday!      Students change too when there is a full moon. I'm not sure what is the big shift in change at the moment, but something is brewing. Maybe it's this lovely Fall weather we are currently experiencing?      Tonight I took my daughter to a graduation ceremony and was pleasantly surprised at her behavior. She more of less stayed quiet and attentive. This is really out of character for her, but I was happy to see a change. Now we wait it out to see when she falls asleep. Will it be a two hour process or four? I hope I can make it through tomorrow without falling asleep on the job.      Well, I had to answer my own question...  The moon is currently 29 d...

     Oh honey, buckle up because  True North  by Robin Huber is one wild ride that’s as refreshing as a cold lemonade on a scorching day, but with a few spicy twists. This book knows exactly what it’s doing: dropping truth bombs like confetti and serving up life lessons with a side of sass. Robin’s voice? Sharp, witty, and unapologetically bold—like that friend who tells you the real tea without sugarcoating a thing. The story? It’s not your average “find yourself” cliché. Nope. It’s a sassy, soul-searching adventure where every page practically  smacks  you with reality and then hugs you tight like, “Girl, you got this.” If you’re looking for a motivational pep talk wrapped in charisma and a splash of attitude,  True North  is your new best friend.  So, if you’re tired of boring, safe self-help fluff, pick up this gem. Robin Huber doesn’t just point you north—she drags you there with style, sass, and a seriously fierce heart. I would ha...

      The Dolly Parton Imagination Library has been a true blessing for my family and my child anticipates each book. This book by Stein is exceptionally amazing. From the art work to the actual written sections; my child loves this book! It has been by far one of the better selections.     We opened it as soon as I got home and I have read it at least six times to her. She carried it to her Mimi and asked for her to read it too! The artwork insider allows room for my to ask  questions as we move through each page! 5 of 5 stars!!! 

    Clear drawer wrap is amazing. I think it's the little things in life that make it worth living. One of my students replaces her "desk wrap" weekly. She provides the clear plastic roll, so I am NOT complaining.      I missed school last week to drive Mom and Taylor to their appointments, and this was left for me. My student left this along with a not stating she had finished her work and could't find any dry erase markers, so she decided to do it in pencil. She also said that she would be cleaning up during homeroom. Talent! I love seeing students express themselves, especially in any art form.      BTW: She did replace the clear cover and this art was completed during homeroom. If she can do this in a 15-20 minute period, imagine what she could do in an actual art class. School isn't all about reading, writing, and math. Sometimes we need to focus what the child is good and nurture that too! 

    That long drive to work each morning is full of dreams and aspirations for the day.   I captured this snapshot this morning while I was still brainstorming station rotations for my kids.      Each day I get to see this beauty and grace, but I don't fully appreciate it as I should. This morning was extra emotional for me as I sat and also thought about death and its finality. One of my former students from the academy committed suicide late last night. The years at the academy seem like a life time ago. I was 19 when I volunteered there. She was 27 and had a small family of her own. She was a brave soul who had fought so hard to be independent and strong. Boo was amazing and I know she would want her kids to hear that as well. I  think I still have pieces of her poetry saved on an old flash drive. I will print and take them with me.      I will be making the four hour drive for her service in the next few weeks. My heart goe...

      I must say that I'm still super disappointed that these books are no longer in the Audible plus catalog. I will be slowly working my way through Dark's last series as I have the extra cash. The Gift, has what every reader needs to finish a fantastic series. Silver needed this positive happy ending and it is a connection to the Seven Series as well.        The child that Silver and Logan adopt is acutally the shifter child that comes in a the end of the Seven Series. I predict that Lakota is also the main character in Dark's last series. I really hope she keeps  writing! I just cannot put her book down. With that being said: I would rate this masterpiece a 5 out of 5! Dark's world is everything a middle age woman wants to read about. Can we all have our own Logan? 

    This is Little Mama, she's our smallest hen, but she is also one of our most protective mamas! LM will adopt any and all baby chicks. She actually laid and hatched our newest babies.      Before you ask... Yes, I am terribly afraid of her and have even been chased by her on several occasions. She is a force to be reckoned with and a devoted mama hen. She is currently raising around seven babies, all of whom she hatched! I have put other little ones under her and she raised them too, thus earning her the name, Little Mama.      Not to brag or  anything, but LM will also take other hen's chicks if they are failing at parenting. She has a forever home and will not be ate. I always hope she will  raise her "mini." My neighbor called her barnyard trash because she is "mixed." Her mom was a game hen and her dad was an egg layer rooster. She lays as many eggs as my Rhode Island Reds, plus we get her protectiveness of a game hen. It's a win-...

      Why couldn't all four books been as good as this one? Jone's last book had everything I need in a story; love, compassion,  adventure, and an overall progressive plot! Joe's character had to completely redeem himself along with enduring near death experiences.      This is the book for you if you're ready to truly see an author perfect his craft. The first few books just do not compare to this last book. He even leaves a small window for a possible additional book.      As a reader, I was very happy that Joe found his true love and that everything ended on a happy note. I will happily rate this book a 4 out of 5. I do wish Jones would have made his other books of this caliber. 

      Once again, I find myself sitting and rocking my child. This was typed via voice to text applications. Taylor is wide awake and ready to play and I'm barely holding on to my sanity. I desperately need some sleep. We've been up for 2.5 hours and she isn't showing any sign of tiring out.      Tonight, I realize that one day I will miss these days. One day she will not need me to stay up with her to sooth her back to sleep. One day she will move on and raise her own family. I hope she does this with her own children. I hope I'm making a big enough positive impact that she doesn't have to heal from her childhood the way I had to. I'm breaking the cycle of substance abuse and I'm going to leave her pathway to get further in life than I  have. The goal is to raise a child who can flourish without you, but for now she's my small babe and I will continue to thrive on little to no sleep. These baggy eyes will fade eventually. 

      Well there isn't much to say about this place. Their current food service rating is a 96, but that is not what I've come here to talk about. Olive Garden is my mom's absolute favorite place to eat and it's a big treat for her to get to go. Such a disappointment!     The food was subpar, but the wait staff and hostess are terrible. I asked twice for them to bring me out some Diet Coke, but they continued to bring me out regular Coke. I hate regular Coke and I couldn't convince the lady that the first glass was correct, but the second one was terrible. Also, my child is loud and she had one of her moments. It was an off time and they were NOT busy. The hostess kept making angry faces at us and shaking her head. It was literally a three minute episode. I quickly got her to settle down.      It doesn't matter how good your food is, service makes or breaks a business. The Asheville location specifically needs some new recruitment in per...

      I think every functioning adult should have a few rules that they live by, and you know my addiction to "lists." My list is nothing short of an extension of myself and my personality. What my mouth doesn't say, my face will.  1. It's okay to not be liked be everyone. Fake friends don't count as friends! 2. If you're not invited, don't ask! 3. If you're not in the loop, don't worry. (Fake friends) 4. If they cared they would call. Phone calls/ texts are a two way street! 5. Family isn't always blood.  6. Cut them off, once they mess up! 7. Be blunt, bold, and candid!  8. Loyalty is worth its weight in gold.  9. Your peace matters too! Don't rock the boat! 10. Make time for yourself, even if your "ship" is on fire.  11. Forgive, but don't forget the action.  12. Walk away from people and places you don't feel valued.  13. Be your own advocate. (I need to work on this one) 14. Learn to not care when people drop out.  15...