Year 35.....

     My birthday was yesterday... time moves by so fast. I cannot believe I'm 36. Yesterday was so depressing and lonely. I'm not entitled to being celebrated, but it would have been nice to at least be took out to dinner or some nice gesture. Moms are always in the background.



    Year 35 was here and gone in the blink of an eye. I didn't even have time to truly appreciate it any of this past year and it passed by without so much as a wave hello. Year 35 brought many struggles and challenges into my life. My journey into motherhood has not be an easy one. Being in my mid thirties with  a toddler has also been a massive challenge and curveball. I struggle daily with juggling work, home, and motherhood. 

    I have learned:

1. You cannot control everything. Let things go...

2. People will always come and go out of your life. No one is permanent. 

3. Toddlers are going to meltdown. (Learn to deal with it)

4. Do the damn thing! If you truly want to go do something don't let anything stand in your way.

5. Always pack extra everything. 

6. Try to age gracefully. Currently I'm aging like a rhino in a mud puddle. (I need to work on this) 

7. Husbands are your other child. 

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