Heart To Heart

     Let's be blunt and honest all at the same time. Feelings hurt? Now is not the time to dwell with those endless thoughts about anxiety of social situations. 

    I'm currently battling life. Everyone has their own fights and things to worry about, but currently it seems relentless for us. My husband is waiting on his oncology report from his rather long stay in the hospital. That alone has me on pins and needles. Now, I just found out my child has lost most of her hearing in both ears. She has OT, ENT, and speech therapy appointments in her near future. I don't know if I can handle much more on my plate. 

    I caught a KID messing around with our animals last night. So now that is yet another issue we are having. I cannot even go to sleep without some sort of stressing smacking me in the face. 

The stress list: 

1. Will work eventually become angry for me missing all these days?

2. My husband's oncology report (He already has a negative mindset)

3. My child's new issues (hearing, speech, growth of her tumor)

4 Oh, I didn't mention that Taylor might even be on the spectrum. (This explains so much)

5. Mom has an infection, but refuses to go to the doctor (Can anyone say septic?)

6. Getting further behind in work related duties. (Uploading photos for the yearbook is absolutely killing me at the moment.)

7. The thousands of questions that I'm being asked on a daily basis at work

8. The truck's main belt is squealing (Great something else to fix)

9. This rain has caused a leak in the side wall on the addition

10. What about me.... where do I fit in with all the chaos hitting me at once?

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