Lost

     I've been somewhat lost today. With lack of sleep today was tough, and I could hardly manage to keep my head above water. I was sinking fast. I pulled over several times before getting to work just to walk around my car in hopes that I could wake up. Nothing has worked...

    Nothing has gone right today either. I awoke to a freezer. full of edible food had went out. All the food is spoiled and unusable. The house smelled so nasty, so that is something else I will have to sort out when I get home. I leave my house before 6 AM, so I'm sure its super nasty... I'm so not looking forward to getting home to yet another task that needs to be completed. 

    I was up most of the night with painful leg cramps and irritable stomach cramping as well.  Can I get through this work week? I started a new medication last night before going to bed, so I think that attributes to the new symptoms. I just need sleep and a break from all the responsibilities that comes along with farm life. 

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