Late Night Shenanigans

     Yeah I'm still up. For those of you who do not know... I have a toddler who doesn't sleep and can go days without adequate sleep. The pediatrician states that some children go through these phases. It has in fact not been a phase. From the very night we brought her home, we have had to deal with this.  Ah, yes, and I still work a full time job on little to no sleep. We are currently on night 3 and sleep has still evaded us. 

    How will my Friday go? Ummmm, Only tomorrow knows those answers. Sometimes I take off time and find a random parking lot and sleep. If I'm at home, no one helps me with Taylor and I cannot rest. Being the default parent sucks sometimes. I use my sick leave and sleep. Don't come at me with "it's dangerous," because I frankly do not care. Going nights without sleep is also detrimental to my health. I refuse to get caught at work napping, I would rather use my person sick leave for that along with my car and secret pillow the I have stashed away in the trunk.

    I have read around 6 children's book thus far, rocked, and sung to my little gremlin. She is still wide awake and jabbering. What is my husband doing you ask?  He is snoring away in bed. There could be literal bombs going off and he wouldn't wake up. So it's just me here again. Desperation and irritability's BFF. She will not be little forever, so I'm living it up while it lasts. Send some sleepy time our way! 

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