Missing Time

     With all the afterschool demands and tasks, sometimes I miss out on time with my own child. My time is precious too, and I need to be here. I only get around four or so hours afterschool with her each day, so I want to make the most of it. She is only little once. With all that being said; this year I'm making sure my time is protected and that I am spending every afternoon with Taylor. It just seems very unrealistic for me to do anything after school for now. Plus I cannot afford to pay a sitter. That ranges anywhere from $50- $85. It must be nice having "help." I don't have a village to help me. It's just my husband and me, so asking for extra isn't in my cards right now. 

    I have also vowed to only work one job this school year, so I will have every weekend with my child. I will not be guilt tripped into taking on more tasks than I can handle. She will not be little forever! I will also be cutting back on doing things for everyone all the time. I will come and visit when I can, but if it's been a rough week I'm staying home. I have to keep my sanity. People who don't have small children don't understand how much prep and stress there is to bring your child to a home that hasn't been "child proofed." Taking a step back might just be what I need right now. Focusing on my child and career is where my mindset needs to be. 

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